mmmmm.... love/hate/love/hate/love/hate when Daddy lectures me before disciplining me.... He does this occasionally, and it's such a mixture of emotions that go through me.... "i'm sorry, Daddy"... "omg, He is upset - He's going to spank me hard".... "please don't please don't please don't use the paddle too hard"... "oh no, whyyyyyy did i do that?".... and then going back to being soooo sorry for disappointing Him... It just goes onnn and onnn....

Then when the lecture is over, i know it's time for me to get the discipline i've earned..... Afterwards, it's time to thank Daddy... in a variety of ways...... mmmmm....